Wake me up when September ends ;) WAKE UPPPPPP!!!!

So today is the last day of September already and I really can't believe how fast this past year has gone...however it feels like ages ago that I started college...


So just wanted to do a wee blog about some plans. Firstly I hope to try (don't hold me to this) and blog everyday in October. I was inspired by miss glamorazzi on youtube who did Vlogust but mine will be Bloctober which sounds kinda cute...


I have a bit of a dilemma which I want to blog about because I simply need to discuss it somewhere and since nobody reads this i'd rather put it on here than on facebook...


Have you ever liked someone you shouldn't? It's so infuriating. He annoys me so much and sometimes I just want to kill him but as soon as I see his face it's like the anger and frustration all fades away to nothing. On top of that he is way out of my league and it wont go anywhere but I still continue to dream about him at least once a night...Oh dear I have no idea what to do... there's nothing I can do...just have to see how it goes. 


Selena Gomez must have read my mind making this song because it pretty much describes my situation right now...


"You make me so upset sometimes. I feel like I could lose my mind. The conversation goes nowhere cause you're never gonna take me there. And I know, what I know and I know you're no good for me. Yeah I know what I know and I know it's not meant to be.


Here's my dilemma, one half of me wants you and the other half wants to forget. My my my dilemma from the moment I met you, I just can't get you out of my head. And I tell myself to run from you but I find myself attracted to my dilemma, my dilemma is you, is you.


You're eyes have told a thousand lies, but I believe them when they look in mine. I've heard the rumors but you wont come clean, I guess i'm hoping it's because of me. And I know what I know. And I know you're no good for me. Yeah I know what I know and I know it's not meant to be.


Here's my dilemma, one half of me wants you and the other half wants to forget. My my my dilemma from the moment I met you, I just can't get you out of my head. And I tell myself to run from you but I find myself attracted to my dilemma, my dilemma is you, is you.


I could live without you, your smile, your eyes, the way you make me feel inside. I could live without you but I don't wanna, I don't wanna oh oh you make me so upset sometimes...


Here's my dilemma, one half of me wants you and the other half wants to forget. My my my dilemma from the moment I met you, I just can't get you out of my head. And I tell myself to run from you but I find myself attracted to my dilemma, my dilemma is you, is you."


Ah well life goes on...


Lexxi <3 xx

22/9/2011...

Not a lot going on in my life at the minute so I have barely anything to blog about...


So far this week i've passed my RFI assessment and got drunk yet again. 


Planning to go out on Sunday with "the gang" because it's the September weekend. Need to head into college in an hour for IT Arts which we spent last week making power point presentations on The Simpsons, how riveting. Hopefully today will be a tad better but then again probably not...

Picture of the day: Me before college...

Anyway that's it from me and my boring life...

Lexxi <3 xx

17-09-2011...

Got another wee blog for you all today...today I got up early and thought I was going to have a lazy day but unfortunately not...


I realised that my bus pass needed renewed and I was going to do it tomorrow but then remembered that it's not open on a Sunday so I had to go today. 


Got my bus pass and some vodka and then studied and watched True Blood for the rest of the afternoon.

Picture of the day: My Vodka has a jacket.

Lexxi <3 xx

Everyday i'm blog bloggin'

Hello my loyal followers, 


Haha just kiddin' I know it's just me who reads this darn blawg. (Been watching too much True Blood and the accent is rubbing off on me) 


So yesterday was at college in the afternoon which resulted in a wee pub session after that awful class. Stayed in the pub until about half 5 I think...had 4 vodkas and was a tad tipsy.


Today however was extremely boring with me trying to work. The highlight of the day was watching The Vampire Diaries and True Blood...


Leads me to my new obsession True Blood...


Got a Pizza Hut for dinner


Now i'm shattered even the Boost couldn't wake me up.

Picture of the day: Dinner from Pizza Hut was rather good.

Lexxi <3 xx

I have such a boring life...

Hello again, 


My life is so boring I honestly have nothing to blog about...what is wrong with me. 


Yesterday I got up at 7am (every time I hear 7am I always seem to get Friday by Rebecca Black in my head) and got dressed for college which doesn't take long because I just throw on any old thing. I had choco flakes for breakfast (You get them at LIDL and they are damn good) and a cup of tea to wake me up a bit, walked to the bus station and got the bus. 


Bus broke down. 


Got a new one, and by some miracle still managed to get to college on time for my first assessment of the day. Worked through it and with the help of Carla got the right answer to the calculations. We then sat in the Hub (No, I didn't come up with the name and I would like to know who did as it's fairly unusual.) and studied like good students. Then we went to my favourite place the pub across the road and had lunch which meant a wee vodka for me...


The afternoon class was just another assessment which fingers crossed went not too bad although i'm not sure...anyway no such luck getting away early from that class and so we were in until 4 on the dot working away.


Watched POTC4 last night which was good especially Mr Depp ;).


This morning I got up at 10ish because it's my day off, copied up notes and ate a ton of food.

Picture of the day: Food and notes what a wonderful combination.

As you can see life does not get much better than this...


Lexxi <3 xx

11-09-2011...

I have not written a blog in so long it's depressing. 


So what was the last thing I wrote about?


Exam results? It's really been that long? 


Ok so a lot has happened since then...started back at college, made new friends, discovered a love for the pub, watched some new programmes and studied my little heart out.


Start with college. So started accounting which consists of 5 subjects at the minute which are; Cost Accounting, Recording Financial Information, Marketing, Managing People in Organisations and IT Arts. Must say that if it weren't for the amazing people i've met in this course I don't know if I would have coped. Lets just say that our pub lunches are the best way to get through the day especially with Managing people in organisations on a Wednesday afternoon...


So that's the new friends bit out the way too our "Gang" are a group of the most fun accountants you will ever meet in your life and we love nothing more than the pub...well I speak for myself when I say that since it's usually my idea...no wonder they think i'm an alcoholic. We need some more girls though since our group now has a 4:2 ratio...and when Carla is off i'm stuck with the boys although i'm not complaining...


Programme wise i've started quite a few since Lost. Watched Pretty Little Liars until it finished last week, Watched Season 1 of Teen Wolf until that finished and then started on The Lying Game and Big Brother US. Now that UK Big Brother is back and isn't a stupid celebrity one i've been watching that and of course X-Factor is back too...


Also it may come as a surprise to absolutely everyone that knows me but I have turned into a geek and have been copying up notes every night and studying furiously for the 2 assessments I have tomorrow...can't wait to get them out of the way.


Anyway that's the update for the day will try and blog a little more because a month is a while...

Picture of the Day: No the dog actually did eat my homework!

Talk to you soon, I hope, and fingers crossed for tomorrow.


Lexxi <3 xx